Play 30


Most of the Time We Just Aren't Quick Enough



Worthless

please

selfish

no

disgusting

I, I...

right?

No

RIGHT

NO

trampled

no

crushed

not

yes

not exactly

Close. Enough.

You're not-

You're not. NOT. NOT.

I'm

CRUSHED

That's-

OVER

Wouldn't have had to-

BUT IT DID

well

IT DID

well

ACCEPT IT

but, you see-

STOP. STOP. STOP.

You aren't, you aren't giving me

WHAT SHOULD YOU BE GIVEN

Stop yelling

SCUM

come on

SCUM. WORTHLESS. FUCKING DONE.

It doesn't have to be like this, it doesn't

WHAT IS IT YOU THINK YOU FUCKING DESERVE

i'm not saying deserve, i'm saying, i'm saying, I'm saying... you don't know everything

Oh. Okay. En-fucking-lighten me

It's just, it's just not what you think

I said i'm ready for answers.

Well it started with them, it began with them, it was never me, it was never meant to be me

and yet it was

and yet it was

go on

it was just a classic wrong-place-wrong-time

more

what?

These aren't explanation. You expect me to sit here and listen to your fucking bullshit cliches when we both know, we both fully comprehend the situation

that's what i'm sayyyying, you don't fully comprehend, you don't understand, it wasn't my fault, IT WASN'T MY FAULT... i'm not the villain here, i'm not, i'm not bad, I shouldn't even be in this position, I didn't know what to do, I told her to be careful, I held on as long as I could, I said to her, I made it very clear to her, I, I, I don't know what I could have done. But it's like, I can't be held responsible for the actions of another adult or the freak workings of the universe, okay? So I don't think you fully comprehend the situation, you don't, and you're working pretty hard for the blame and the responsibility to be held, to be captured by me so you can belittle me, but explain, explain WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE

you, you, you

WHAT WHAT CUZ YOU WEREN'T THERE OKAY AND I'M FUCKING SORRY BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY

...you could just say sorry

you know i'm sorry

just say it

sorry

okay